your life is boring. because you have nothing to life for. not even yourself.

OH shit! what time is it?

10:30? fuck i over slept...

let me think...

1. shower and get dressed
2. put clothes in the wash
3. eat breakfast
out the door by 1 the. latest.

is it sunny outside? it is! YES! wait... check the weather whats the temperature? 75?! windy? no wind! beautiful!
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im out the door, and in my shoes, their half torn, the concrete chewed up my deck but i can still surf the street. im sweaty but thats what my hat is for. im hot thats why im half clothed. the suns rays are on my back and the birds are flying over my head. with these headphones i have in my ears i block out all noise. i got my favorite beats bouncing in my head, and im focused on one thing. its 4 o'clock and i lost track of time, but thats ok i got no where to go and nothing to worry about.

buddist monks relax their minds and escape the world with meditating.
the funny thing is. is so do i. only with skateboarding.

no one will understand this, and i dont expect them too. just know that when you notice me not listening to you. its becuase im listening to something else. the sweet wonders of this world. it helps your appritiate life. i feel bad for you because you dont experience what i do
its not your fault. or maybe it is.
but either way... well its a brand new day everyday. maybe we will meet up someday. maybe not. all i know is that i have a life to live. or a life to shred.

its 9:15 pm the sun went down. tomorrow is another day. meet back here? alright bro.


later.



i love you skateboarding. thank you for saving me from this world.
-love always nick.